Daily draws as themes for bigger issues…

I’ve been having some haunting dreams; dreams of someone I know from the past, dying. Since I was little, I’ve had many ‘correct’ death dreams, and this feels like one of them. What has been creepy, (but confirmation) is that I also keep getting messages in the cards of a death, so I’m holding my breath.

The Gypsy has been the most direct with draws like

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or the playing cards, here’s an example:

No matter what the card system, the card for a certain man I know from the past is represented, and news of a passing connected with him.

I’m writing this early, without my notebook, so I’m trying to remember examples that I’ve written down….

I do remember (ship-garden-coffin) it was connected with other cards like the Lily and the Cross…. Garden+Coffin could mean funeral, and the ship either showing that I will be travelling to one, or that that the funeral is quite far away.

At any rate, I thought I’d better once more document that something is brewing up, both in the cards and in my dreams, although not a happy thing.

On the flip side, I continue to draw lots of draws around the legal (UGGHH!) which comes to a head next week; and they show a payout on the settlement……and lots of draws around business (money is due in today)

 What I thought would be daily draws, very often times seem to be more weekly draws!!! These 3 themes show up over and over. If there is a spat between hubby and wife, that’s an hourly draw! lol

Has anyone else noticed their dailies stretching out, being more of a message on a bigger theme, rather than a small daily message? It might stay that way until these bigger issues are resolved, frankly. Since they’re the most dominant things on my mind, that’s what I continually draw about……..I am so ready for new themes!!!! LOL

Anger+House+Thought

Why is it that some people have such a low threshold before their tempers flare?? It’s very hard for me to understand, as I’m very laid back and just roll with the flow, so to speak:)

Possibly having been paralyzed with Guillame Barre Syndrome, for 3 months when I was 18 and also having a near death experience has something to do with my relaxed attitude. When you can’t move a muscle for yourself, and have to depend on others for every little thing, you very quickly have your perspective about what’s important in the scheme of things change!!! I spent a year re-learning to take care of myself….learning to walk, to eat, to bathe…you have to have patience in the midst of such an ordeal.

At any rate, I pulled these cards this morning, and thought “oh no, here we go again!” The anger wasn’t aimed at me, but I was subjected to it at any rate. Some one near and dear to me has a very short fuse, and has absolutely no patience. We were out in town, dealing with Saturday traffic etc. and I just couldn’t believe the ill temper!

I take the Anger and House cards to mean a family member’s anger, or anger within the family etc.

The outbursts and foul demeanor definitely left me thinking deeply. It’s so opposite to my nature!

I know (wisely) that you can never change another, you can only change the way that you react to another’s actions. It is this that I am in deep thought about….how to keep my cork floating when someone else would rather bring me down!

These Gypsy cards are something else.

As an update; the cards went on to describe another layer that evening… The family member who had been on a short fuse, was very contemplative later as to why that was so and how to change it. It turned into a very profound discussion.

Gyspy: Merriment – Message – Thief

I’m hoping that this is saying that we are celebrating around a message we receive about the woman we’re fighting legally…she always comes up as the thief or enemy 🙂

It’s either that, or we miss a message while being out having fun….that seems less likely, as we splurged last night and went out. Won’t be doing that again in the next few days – at least I don’t think so!

Baby – Fidelity – Little Money

I drew these cards late last night, before turning in. What came to mind pretty quickly was that the cards were saying that telling my husband of my renewed efforts to go through items to let go of, and sell or give them away, hit the right note with my mate. It will also bring in some money- not tons, but at least some.

We’ve had some interest already on what we’ve listed, so that’s good.

I guess another way to read these would be to say there will be a new sense of closeness as some money becomes available?

I don’t feel like that at the moment! OR one of my children, (probably the one working in Banff) would offer us a helping hand because he is very loyal. Not something I want to do though- he needs every penny.

Those are my thoughts for that trio—anyone else have a different take?

update- the first two thoughts were correct on this draw. the very next day, we sold 3 items that brought in some much needed cash. It also seemed to ease the tension between us and my mate lightened up considerably. It helped to be able to pay some more bills! 🙂